Hiding.

It seems like I don't care anything and live on happily.
But in fact I care much. I care everything.
I hate me being like this.
I want to try to really don't care.
Even if I might need to live alone in future, so what?
What's the matter?

But I care.
And I don't want so many people know that I care.
I won't cry in front of you.
I don't wanna cry.